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  1. BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum

    BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum aka Billy Shoreview

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    I went on another one of my pic searches. Not easy to find quality pics these days. But here's what I came up with.
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  2. Epic Savier

    Epic Savier New Member

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    Sounds of silence, overwhelming, cupped ear's help capture thoughts,
    Unbearable moans, halted, face so pale once tan an soft,
    Pictureless walls, no memories captured, just this, just you, lien lifeless,
    Eyes water, moma wake up, be strong, you must fight this,
    I've not yet lived, not yet died, I need you, to do my hair, pick my attire,
    Need you to cook my food, explain right from wrong, chop wood for the fire,
    Just move once, say my name, please mother, say my name,
    I forget, hours I sit, leaning towards the base of the bed frame,
    A look of fear, lost in the only place I know,
    Wish movement would show, in each or both elbows,
    Tilt your head, open your eyes, breath, oh please breath,
    Solitude's a ghastly thought, how ever will I proceed?,
    So lonely, an just minutes seem long as the willow tree out side,
    I pray, god breath life into my mother once more, for she is my guide,

    With out, I am dead myself......
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  3. BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum

    BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum aka Billy Shoreview

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    That in my opinion was great. You see something there I didn't see.
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  4. BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum

    BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum aka Billy Shoreview

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  5. Feme Sole

    Feme Sole Mrs. _Evil

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    I've made up my mind
    not to listen this time.
    I'll just ignore you and I'll be fine.
    You can't live through me anymore.
    I will grow up and become a doctor or lawyer,
    something important......maybe even a poet.
    Yes, I will be a poet
    and you will be my muse.
    I will dance through the hallways of your mind
    and all of the wisdom you felt so hard will stick to my skin.
    I will dance through the hallways of your mind
    and poetry will pump from my veins.
    I will wear my pride like a dress
    and stomp the hurt out with the boots you gave me.
    You were good for something....
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  6. BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum

    BlackSoultan Ad Infinitum aka Billy Shoreview

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    SIP SOME TEA

    Long as I'm here, someone will love you
    I didn't see it clear until I tried to rise above you
    Almost full grown but I didn't see why
    Standing in futile tears was a privilege of mine
    times i cried I didn't pay attention
    To the sorrow of souls
    Hollow the cold
    Borrowed the mold
    Of angst as it was fed me by Carl Jung and Freud
    As my supposed destiny
    Left the stress suppressed in me
    Depressing me recklessly
    I only wished to be
    A
    little
    girl
    Grown in the concrete
    Amongst bricks and weeds
    Dicks and trees
    always overshaddowed me
    Saw how dad abandoned me
    Tried to be the child he wished he had in me.
    You had me
    All alone
    Tried to hold me
    in the way that I needed to be held
    Tried to make me feel the way I needed to have felt
    But I die in the tragedy that I'm
    Daddy's little girl
    And daddy's little world
    Ended with him running away
    With another little girl
    I used to love the way he
    Loved me
    Loved me
    Hated the way he
    Loved me.
    Loved
    me.
    He
    didn't
    love
    me.
    None of me.
    One
    of me.
    I
    Made
    daddy leave.
    All he wanted to do was
    Love me.
    Cold off the
    Zoloft
    End it all
    with
    Tegretol
    Hold back
    the Prozac
    I
    Don't
    Feel right.
    These nights
    I must fight
    Burning sands at my feet
    Making vaporized tears
    an exercise in futility
    Humility
    20 Years
    Since I did this to me
    I needed to end me
    Because I
    Remembered me
    And what I caused
    Him to do.
    to me
    To you.
    I needed to leave the pharmacy alone.
    Harmony of moans
    Heaven's alone
    And it needed my there.
    Devil wispered to me
    And said he'd
    Lead me there.
    He didn't care.
    Devil Daddy didn't care.
    i
    Went to the 7-11
    left their
    Sleeping pills bare.
    I didn't share
    Didn't know
    You were there.
    Surprise visit
    From a soul
    Lost of all hope.
    Mom
    I
    Didn't
    Know
    You
    Were
    There, I
    Mightn't have done it.
    I'm sorry,
    You gave me this life, but
    I didn't want it.
    Opiate and hemlock
    Drool
    Taste of a fool
    Chasing the tools
    Of self destruction.
    Worse than the pain of death at one's own hand
    Is hearing the shriek of your mother
    As you exit this land.
    Noooo!!
    Screamed the bullet
    Into my mother's soul.
    My body was still warm
    As my eyes began to close
    Noooo!!
    Screamed the happiness
    As it left from her eyes.
    Endless whispers of regret
    As I thwarted her surprise
    I wanted to go
    By
    A window of hope
    I didn't know if
    That existed no more.
    Now
    I
    Know
    The sadness of eternity.
    Now I know a hell
    As I stand in these fires.
    A little girl
    Once again.
    Only to live as a ghost
    Never to hold
    The hopes of my mother
    As I watch her
    Cry her
    Self to
    Sleep.
    I can
    Only stand
    And cover
    My fears.
    Try not
    To hear
    Her cries
    Damning
    me.
    Damn.
    Me.
    He only wanted to love me...
    Love me.
    Love me.
    Love me.
    Love
    me
    love
    me
    loveme
    lovemelovemelovemea;eopfjaw[qj w
    Sip
    some
    tea....
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  7. lpoet

    lpoet POET

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    why is everything so loud.....
    pls...give me a moment
    give me a second
    pls....some tell her to quit down.....
    i cover my ears in fear that whatever
    shes saying will hurt me.....
    but her raspy voice vibrates my frail chest
    knees clinced tight togeter.....
    sinking.....
    dirtiyin up my new dress......
    santin is that u?
    it cant be....
    momma told me i was blessed!
    i promised daddy i wouldnt tell knowone
    but somethings put it on my heart to confess
    lord i want life
    but i'm so tempted by death
    stuburnly i hold back my tears
    feverishly gasping
    breath after breath
    i just cant go on like this
    theres nothin left.....

    lol...i know it sucks but...never done anything like this before......great pic....may really try to write something 2 this latter
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  8. Feme Sole

    Feme Sole Mrs. _Evil

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    it didnt suck at all.....i actually liked it :)
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  9. lpoet

    lpoet POET

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    well thanks....
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  10. Corey Feldman

    Corey Feldman Generalissimo Abzkada

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    My child
    I know right now you don't want to see me now
    What I've become
    What the illness has made me
    But I hope you remember me
    The way things were
    And the way they should have been

    My child
    I know you don't want to hear me right now
    The sound of death setting in
    Of the last breaths leaving my body
    But I hope you hear me when you are ready
    I love you, and I always will

    My child
    I know you don't want to touch me right now
    The kind of coldness no one should ever have to feel
    But I hope you feel me there
    By your side, no matter where you go or what you do
    My unconditional love
    With you always

    My child
    I am alone in death
    I forgive you for turning your back right now
    You should not have to go through this
    But while I am alone, know that in your life, you never will be
    I will be with you forever
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  11. Cigma

    Cigma Maxwell's Demon

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    Ancestral thoughts
    whispering, visit in,
    envisioning.
    Prying in a quiet din,
    invades amidst dying wind.
    A violent hymn...
    dancing deftly dandelions.
    Seething perched atop, close cropped,
    aided by hands of youth…so soft.
    Still it couldn’t make sounds stop.

    ...make the noises stop.
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  12. it hurts to scream, i listen vacantly watching the sound of longing, hoping for sure, and whats worse is more..
    Get well or leave for sure!, i dont want to think of this anymore..
    just the goodtimes, i need you, but its time to go
    i must follow my own catapulted state of affairs
    i have to grow up knowing you died and i didnt care..
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  13. 'Oh no soultan's trying to rap again'
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  14. Coprolalia

    Coprolalia Worldwide Bootleg king

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    Is this a dream ?
    Back into my childhood
    yes I remember the screams
    I was eight years old
    A different world
    I've forgotten how cold...
    The whole thing was
    Mom's shouting...
    This is beacause...
    ...beacuse...I cant remember...
    You see I tried to block it all...
    The whole thing started in the hall...
    Mom's shouting... she was abusive
    Ever since I kept secrets... she was intrusive
    So... Mom's shouting
    I expect to get punched...
    When dad is coming up the stairs...
    I open the door... there's a man...
    with bits of chairs...
    Moms shouting....
    I slowly lean over the body...
    Despite moms shouting...
    His head looks up.... moms still shouting
    Dad looks at me dead in the eye...
    Moms still shouting... he said he's sory to leave...
    Moms still shouting... Then...
    He's dead in the eyes... Mom stops shouting...
    Mom starts shouting
    I close my ears, I close my door, I close the past.
    Moms still shouting....
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  15. .:NoN-SenS:.

    .:NoN-SenS:. Devilish Tha Damned Dude

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    A grown woman asleep but at heart a little girl,
    The secret of my soul , i will carry with me to the end of this world,
    Concealed in my body like an oyster grasps its pearl,
    My eyes emotionless as i tear my blond curls,
    Trying to forget the hurt and pain,
    But in my mind it intertwines and twirls,
    Encrypted into my brain it leaves me lying there,helpless,slain,
    I try to discard it from my mind but to me, it seems chained,
    Forcing me to live life alone, nothing but plain,
    So here i am in my bed dying slowly .... trying to take my life again.
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  16. .:NoN-SenS:.

    .:NoN-SenS:. Devilish Tha Damned Dude

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    peep this ... what do you think ?????
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