Bold=lpoet Regular=6th_Plague Truths are often found while bending back temptations…. lost in a mist of self inflected hallucinations but drugs don’t linger in my body’s stratosphere admitingly its cloudy here but the sun slowly peaking through the curtins and drying up the flood of tears it wasn’t just blood on the pavement there was blood everywhere screaming at the top of my lungs I close my eyes in hopes of finding Seclusion there My mind drifts upon currents through a window of opportunity. While children glee with sincerity as life has no struggles. Innoncently playing on the concrete yet there future isn't the same, for i've encountered ones who lost nothing, yet on the border of insane. these streets was watching and talking one night a stray bullet chose a path ran a marathon through a young mans head his thinking slowed to produce basic math. His window of opportunity was therefore stained skipping like an old record player forever, encompassed with whispers of past tense memories replaying delayed comprehension of his surroundings everyday tasks become a challenge empounded with the strength to live a bystander in everything that’s around him. Most darkness is seen before light, so some days i just gleam into the night. Through the window payne to escape, into a mentally challenged ones insite. The rickety sounds of the erratic beating drums Echo freely threw the window screen as I nod my head to the high pitched voices Somewhat similar to childlike screams…but But theres no room for pain here So I quickly erase that thought and suck Back the oncoming tears….. for I still remember The day when I first said goodbye to this world and began painting pictures of sounds on the lids Of my eyes flashbacks to the warm blood staining the pavement and the sun backing my forehead as my eyes squitted to evade the bright rays I know that My body sleep deprived Would consider suicide but I can no longer Distinguish dreams from reality these days It’s all the same here… Each and every picture is now slower and slower put together And starting to wonder if I ever find my way out of this Bleak mind state Will I ever see again…..