it was me that said that. i can see how someone in your shoes would feel that way, and I had no intention of offending you or anyone for that matter. im glad you guys do this shit, the ones who are good at it should be proud, it takes intelligence and effort in one way or another to put that shit together and we obviously get a lot of entertainment from them. wasnt hating on battlers. shit if you read what I wrote I even said i did speak of it freely when i had intentions of jumping in the ring, but that dude had very valid points that apply to me, internet dap was deserved. I am a professional in my field now though and the same way i cover my tattoos to not give off the wrong impression to a potential client, i try not to mention that i like watch/listen to dudes insult each other for money/notoriety. just not a good idea. oh and the embarrassment part, yeah, I feel that too. that shouldnt be such an insult to you or anyone. this is the same embarrassment i would feel if my boss/colleagues found out about a lot of other hobbies I have. just not smart if youre in my shoes.