man i cant lie, i be gettin discouraged and shit, be wanting to give up like fucc rap and shit... but i love rap.. hip-hop is a way of life.. every time i turn my back, it stays their whsipering my name to come back.. i dont know about yawl but this shit is embeded into my essence.. every sentence and every verse..i feel, my dreams are nearer then they appear.. i woke up today, lit up a jay, wake n bake, then i logged on rapmusic . com, just to see what the haters hadda say, what the homees hadda say, can ya broadee away? any way, i see the same shit every day, i wanna get closer to my dreams in every way, so i persist to keep on writing, the struggle is a battle so i keep on fighting, i get some Nasty "blogments", its like clash of the titans, but this shits exciting, i cant wait, too see the the next comment,from my oponet i know my talent levels uncommon.. i be on it u put in some drake, fuck what the haters have to think, i be zoning to him right now im tryna celebrate.. i get geared up,then i stear out mob to the liquor store with my mixtape, imm tryna clear out, sell em all then had back to the studio, roll up a dubi blow then drop the next verse for my single im tryna make a movie fo it seems like my advancements have been truelly slo, i get discouraged, but the top aint the place for every foo to go. this rapgames a challenge, u gotta have talent, u gotta have the best and the worsed, in order to keep a proper balance. id rather be in the between, then cold or hot, cause one day hot gone drop, and cold gone stop then the "inbetween" gone be the only one left to control the spot.. and i know ima king, destined to reign supreme, holding on to my fantasy the only way ima get closer to my dreams. beat rides out.... dreams can become shattered, nothing in the fast life matters.. its whats in ur heart and ur mind, its what is inside of you, that u hafta harness, all these material things all these social pressures, fucc em do you.. be you.. see you! then u can begin to do for other be there for others, and be able to actually see others... u have been blessed!