I've been writing since November of 1999'.. when I was 14 years old and I was in the 8th grade. Since then I know I've gotten somewhere in my art such as getting to perform up on stage and go to open mic sessions. Sometimes I worry though.. like, I've worked on my writing sooo much and invested SO MUCH time in it.. writing ENDLESS INFINITE lines.. and I have thrown away hundreds of stuff possibly, thousands. I worry sometimes like, since I have invested all this time in writing.. and writing sooooo damn much and since I've thrown away ALOT of things that I wrote thru high school.. that I don't have nothing to show for all the endless hard work I've done since I started in 1999'. I have I think 75 poems that I've kept since 1999'.. maybe, over that. I've always thrown away things that I didn't want.. and that I felt like I would never use.. but, Now im worrying if I should of done that.. lol I think I'm going insane. Also, sometimes I feel like I'm not getting anywhere and I'm not improving despite, how hard I've worked and all the LONG times that I've invested for real.. I really have worked ALLOOTTT in my writing and in my art ALL thru my high school years.. I've written ENDLESS things.