okay this is my first post so i'd really appreciate criticism of any form..thanks I wanted to be there for you when darkness surrounded you Not pushed away when confusion confounded you through This love was an illusion, but you wound it up to Like a game were the you’re the coach and were the players Left with the shame of knowing that we can’t break this gaming Like an addiction that we just can seem the shake Can’t break the habit and can’t escape the comments you make The sweet words play in my mind, the rest is forgotten The pain I swallowed so you would be there tomorrow I tried to follow, but seemed to get left behind With nothing but letters for memories of our time But stuff it, I took it and was left to break up inside You moved on and booked with another girl to reside It’s hard to hide the emotions and sweet words spoken Knowing later on they were the words I would choke on But hold on. Now you say you want us together? Boy I brave the weather before, this must be a set up I’m fed up, how can I resist and stay away from ‘us’ So once again swallowed pride and was tagged along I shoulda seen from the start, that this thing was wrong How can you claim love? There still empty words you’re speaking! I knew there was a reason, but wasn’t prepared for it be me So I started believing that maybe I could do better I could stay away from you, but it tore me forever Now the sweet words still play, like violins echo Never wanted to, but just knew I had to let go.