So much pain

It's been a long time..miss reading here...

so much pain
so many arrows
aimed at me
waiting to hit my diseased heart
i'm praying right now
for so many things
and really
i think god is like where should he start...j/k
i know he is a powerful god
and can handle everything
and anything; every being
and every living thing
so say god things are falling apart
i'm no superman, i’m a simple
sometimes complex man
not easy to live with or love at times
type of man but i know i’m a good man
i love all; i respect all
but in the end i’m told “i'm the dog”
“i am not man enough” and that is ok...
But why don’t we hear?
Maybe it’s you, as a woman
who wasn’t, woman enough
to handle a good man
so much pain
so many arrows
aimed at me
waiting to hit my diseased heart​

nice drop man. glad your back. let it out..

they would always tell me to try to show faith and i definitely felt like sometimes a force really would keep things from gettin worse for me
and then i always wonder how much worse could things get?
some times it just feels bad things come in 3's sometimes even more really....
and i also always felt uniqueness and just not fitting a certain criteria just ended up driving people away from me,
but then it was like my skepticism on whats a true friend,is what really drove people away....

Thank you both!!...i'll come back...Peace

nice drop~ beautiful...