It's been a long time..miss reading here... so much pain so many arrows aimed at me waiting to hit my diseased heart i'm praying right now for so many things and really i think god is like where should he start...j/k i know he is a powerful god and can handle everything and anything; every being and every living thing so say god things are falling apart i'm no superman, i’m a simple sometimes complex man not easy to live with or love at times type of man but i know i’m a good man i love all; i respect all but in the end i’m told “i'm the dog” “i am not man enough” and that is ok... But why don’t we hear? Maybe it’s you, as a woman who wasn’t, woman enough to handle a good man so much pain so many arrows aimed at me waiting to hit my diseased heart
they would always tell me to try to show faith and i definitely felt like sometimes a force really would keep things from gettin worse for me and then i always wonder how much worse could things get? some times it just feels bad things come in 3's sometimes even more really.... and i also always felt uniqueness and just not fitting a certain criteria just ended up driving people away from me, but then it was like my skepticism on whats a true friend,is what really drove people away....