She knows exactly what shes doing having fun, making it numb... When she awakes everyone will try to fix her but she knows what shes doing. Trust her once... (She dreams) One is for the the number of people who love her she doesnt sleep with her hatred anymore... Two is for the number of times she was hospitalized but that gave her time to explore... Three symbolizes the trinity, the union of her heart, mind, and lack of hope... Four is when she shut the door and found where she belonged... Five is when she got strong... Six is when her house became a home but she was still alone... Seven is when the minutes turned to hours and april flowers brought may showers... Eight is when she could celebrate when somoene lost his power... Nine times she was almost at the end of the line... but then she realized a line doesnt end. Ten brought new things... two caloused fingers, paint stained overalls and a new set of wings. Someday she will bless you with what she brings but for now, the lady in red will live in her head. She knows what shes doing let her fly.