I once saw what I wanted, now I’m seeing what is was ignorant… but now I get, the reason it’s bliss for I was lost… and then found my reason to live amazing grace didn’t sound more sweet than it did cuz the plot gets a lot darker, deeper, and thick but the ending is lighter; sparking me like a wick it’s the story of a good book with no pieces omit but the message gets hidden by reading too quick --- I once dreamt I was awake; but kept sleeping for kicks and kept livin in the present so life seemed like a gift I knew I wasn’t perfect, i know most people are sick but seen too many more broken to think I needed a fix 'the more wretched the land, the better I am.' seemed so legit i elected that chant; rejecting the chance to be more than it. protected my stance; neglecting to stand, in need of a lift was given a hand..... but never did plan on keeping a grip! we’ve all been living for believing… that a reason exists! to question ‘I am, who am’, who’s been teaching us this? my interest was amountin, which had piqued on a cliff; and faith was a conclusion reached by leaping off it! I kept seeking and seeking; couldn’t cease or desist defining my life by trying to find some meaning to it but the wisdom of the ancients said believe like a kid and the question wasn’t answered til it ceased to exist i bet that I would testify; if I test, and reason with it but beyond the shadow of a doubt was a deeper abyss for what we sow, we shall reap; and I really dont knit so it seems the seams I sew are all too easily ripped! always something up my sleeve, an unreachable itch i was deceived into thinking that we cant be tricked but now i’ll swallow my pride before it breaches my lips and practice what I preach, so I can preach what I did we all get what we deserve, and receive what we give …I once saw what I wanted, now I’m seeing what is.