releasing the pain..

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  1. lyricalpriest

    lyricalpriest Rap Games Dawson Creek

    Apr 12, 2000
    how come every time i-come-in-the-house
    you start run-in-ya-mouth? whats-this-fussing-
    fucking-about? and what the fuck are you mumbling about?
    i see you fumbling with ya cell phone smiling
    livin in hell home island cant even tell whome i am.
    I need to go back to school and finish my education
    but i cant believe in those tools to administer elevation..
    trying to find my identity seeing as i abandoned my previous persona
    all the drama on my momma i just wanna be a "balla"
    but my demeanor is becoming somber i keep telling my self
    Hakuna matata -[swahilli translation:there are no worries]
    but reality keeps getting darker
    unemployment bout to run out, truck not working im feeling
    run down, spun out, contemplating pulling a fuckin gun out
    i hear stories of people committing crimes in desperation
    with constant visualization as a form of mental preparation,
    im on the verge of physical Evisceration...
    i feel like my insides are being ripped out, hollowed by my inflictions
    restricted 2 conflictions witnessing due conditions
    im feeling lost in the rain storm tossed into a brain storm how can i feel posh
    when im caught up in the pained...torn..
    i got moves to make, food to bring home, my familys starving and
    my baby got a tooth ache, i aint being too fake, fuck rappin, and trappin
    clappin be gettin too 'played'.
    aint enough money in strong arm and petty peddling, im steady settling
    into the harm of being irrelevant.
    i'd be a gangsta but even i laugh at my own reflection, i'd be corporate
    but even i can't stand their direction
    i need intersession for my inner section. divine healing and deliverance from all my demons and my ignorance.
    i dont even know where i am let alone who i am
    tired of struggling every day plotting my next maneuvers and
    i feel like my flow being blocked by the hoover dam
  2. lyricalpriest

    lyricalpriest Rap Games Dawson Creek

    Apr 12, 2000
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