... what the fuck is wrong with me. am i the only one who thinks about themselves when somebody dies? like, how will his/her death affect me? how will i get over this shit? what about the cunt that died, fucks sake. my mate died last night, and he owed me above $3,000 which he loaned off me a year or two ago. he wasn't too close of a mate so it didn't affect me too much, i've had closer people die around me, but still?