*sigh*.... I love your writing, I honestly do. "pray to a god...? no... gotta face these demons on my own..." I know about that...The way I took it at least, Man that hits hard. I wanna talk to god too, but, like...I wanna do it alone, by myself, I gotta know that I can do it alone before I can put my trust into someone else, If I have doubts of myself why am I gonna put the other end of this rope in his hand? "no remorse to hold... rolling paper taken from pages of the bible... smoking away a belief that was lied to you..." <<that's the sickness..lol "I came back to you cause i knew... you loved taking lives... loving you is caressing suicide... loving you is putting my past behind... not from a pen...but through this syringe... a cowards revenge... my only way to face the pain from within...." ^^^ I know about that too...*dies*...I love your work, Your an amazing writer and you take my breath away everytime you write, I'm like OH! SHIT!...lol.... Stay up.