Enjoy ------- I’m not a rapper I’m a self-centered Preservative low-life Scared that with no mic, I won’t be heard Couching my transparent words Just to make it to one ear …no desire to reach, too tired to speak So I write But, I’m not a poet I’m a thoughtless Narrow-minded time waste w/ nothing better to do, Then to daze on a white page Finding something in my soul I’d consider whole, to just write about …seeing my transparent words Won’t get my point across On what I love But, I’m not a lover I’m a generalized male Who’d rather be chasing a relation, Then a relation-ship Cruising the ocean of your tears My emotion showing no fears Cum to think about it, … I guess we really do think w/ our penis I'm not so friendly huh? But, I’m not a friend I’m a back-stabbing Friend dapping, 2 faced impersonator. Smiling beside of them Trusting them just, never the devil inside of them. Swimming in holy water Hoping it holds me harder, under it Drowning my past life as a present for the future to believe But, I’m not a Christian I’m a saved atheist Believing in everything but myself Preaching the word of poetry To god, seeing his translucent mind Won’t criticize mine. Damn, I couldn’t find myself w/ a navigated mirror, that mapped out my entire life in chronological order. I guess I really am...truly not...nothing.