For those who are gone...

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  1. AlmostFamous

    AlmostFamous U got a problem?

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    Mind$oul
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    who is as you know still a regular round here!

    and Mod.....



    When A Poet Cries~

    maybe as i held your hand
    and led you
    to destiny...
    we both were
    lost in love's grip
    as we danced away
    carelessly...
    me drunk off you,
    you
    drunk
    off me...
    "this is how it should be"
    you nonchalantly whispered
    to me...
    if one wish could
    make time
    freeze..
    then grant my request
    and we'll live for this
    moment
    momentarily


    i've been known to be
    a fool...
    and such a fool i was for
    believing in you...

    i'm drunk.... i am
    cant remember shit
    but through blurred visions
    i see you and
    him...
    i see you and
    him...
    i see you and
    him become
    one...through
    missionary...
    just the other day
    i confessed to you
    my love...though
    missionary...

    ironically...very

    i'm all drained
    out...
    flushed 6 away, to keep from blowing
    my brains
    out...
    pleasant memories of me and you
    wont stay
    out...
    tonight i danced in the rain hoping to rinse
    the pain
    out...
    didnt shit work, pulled the
    cocaine
    out...
    suicidal off 2 or 3
    snorts...
    i never cried like this
    and never been
    so hurt...
    i never felt so empty
    and i never so strongly
    remorse...the past
    when you use to
    hold me
    when i was a homeless
    fiend...
    you gave me your all
    and i imbue into you, nothing but
    lifeless dreams...
    you use to hold
    me
    and we were
    so close
    you use to hold me
    everytime i wonder closely
    into a overdose....
    you was my
    god...
    "alexuz i will always
    worship you"
    i guess in your heart
    i always
    torture you...

    i'm crushed without you

    i cant get the sight
    out of my head...
    your legs...
    wrapped around his body
    in our bed...
    the sounds of the heavy breathing
    and you holdin
    his hands...
    both eyes locked into
    one another
    bodies sweating...
    i wish i was dead
    i wish you was dead
    but a wish like that
    is only a
    sin...
    for if it wasnt for you
    i wouldnt be
    living...

    i just wanna die in the ashes of poetry
    i written for you...
    i wanna burn in the flames of love
    i had for you...
    i wanna suffocate in the smoke of passion
    i had for you...
    i just wanna die in the poems
    the poems i wrote
    for you...

    i dont care if it doesnt make
    sense


    the day i confessed my love for you
    was the day you went deaf
    to the words i
    spoke...

    i want to
    die...
    after believin in love (her)
    i have lost all desire
    to fly...

    this is what it sounds like when i poet cries




    a keystyle i just did, about me and my girl. just had to get it off my chest.
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  2. AlmostFamous

    AlmostFamous U got a problem?

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    One of my favorites's on this site
    the threadstarter



    Xero satsujin
    October 1, 2003



    Dream Chaser (Repost)

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    I walked, right on off down into the road. It was more like a crawl though, because I carried this overbearing load. The stress, it gets to me but it`s nothing I can`t handle. I am blessed with my own light, and it`s brighter than any candle. It guides my way into the perilous journey that I am taking. It forges my dreams into reality to stop me from breaking. As I walk this road I see the remains of all my past. Dreams are just dreams, memories are built to last. Still, we can only ponder what it is to be alive. Death must be easy, because through out life we strive. We play follow the leader walking behind a blind man. We follow his ideas, and his inspirations the best we can. It`s more of a mirror image of who we are supposed to be. Just as you are who you are, I am destined to be me. A conduit between life and death as are we all. Determined to get back up everytime I wake up and my dreams collapse and fall. Dont get me wrong, I too dream of a better tomorrow. One with a brighter day, and the rain doesnt bring such sorrow. I wont see it in this lifetime though, but maybe in the next one I will. I just know that for now, I have to dig deep so I wont ever fill...
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  3. AlmostFamous

    AlmostFamous U got a problem?

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    Allnakey
    October 1, 2003

    very well put poem

    hat's off for this one nakey



    Let The Rain Come Down



    The sun is gone, and I'm alone
    Waiting for the rain to fall
    I'm so damn tired of running away,
    I can't think of any more to say
    Besides "Let the rain come down."
    The lightning's already in my head
    And I can't get out of the storm.

    I walk on hailstones below the sea
    Deeper than your every eternity
    And I still do not know why, no,
    I still haven't found a reason
    For the thunder in my soul.

    I could never hold your heart
    Out here within my own,
    And as the rain fell from our tired eyes
    It still couldn't stop us
    From feeling alone
    And so I waited for you
    To believe in the rain

    And yes, my friend, I still believe
    In the sound of the rain as it falls
    And sometimes I swear that I've been deceived
    By the clouds as they covered it all
    Let the rain come down

    I know you won't notice until it's all benn done
    That you've come back to the place
    Where your dreams took shape--
    Having faith that love is free,
    Even as the darkness blinds you
    And no, my friend, i still don't know why
    The storm hasn't abated

    They tell me that the worst is over
    But that's not how it feels
    The sky's still dark with your goodbyes
    And the rain still tastes like your tears.

    But yes, my friend, i still believe
    In the sound of the rain as it falls
    And I could still swear I've been deceived
    By the clouds as they cover it all
    Let the rain come down.

    There can be no sunlight through these clouds
    And I don't think I miss the warmth
    No, I really don't think i miss it.
    I see my future through a break in the storm
    And I know that I don't mind
    The rain as it falls in my eyes.
    You still carry the sun away,
    Leaving me with thunder
    And still, the rain comes down.
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  4. AlmostFamous

    AlmostFamous U got a problem?

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    Shadygrady
    October 16, 2003

    it's me... what more can i say!



    today is your chance



    When you are having problems, you ask for a way out
    Don't bury yourself alive, for you won't make it
    See your options and live with them, don't pout
    If you can't live with your options, maybe you shouldn't of made the decisions you made in the past, all the bullshit
    The shit you told me about how you were there
    you were never there for me, almost invisible
    When I needed you I cried, your response; not a care
    Your options were to be a mother, not miserable
    I learned to love you, it wasn't a trait
    The love was destroyed when you made the decision
    You don't know what it's like to have to learn to love someone, damn you, why did you alienate?
    The damage you caused was so sincere, it put a hole in my heart, a incision
    You were like a surgeon the way you cut me open
    Time after time you told me those words," I love you"
    I'm not trying to put you down, it's the words are coming out of my 21 year old body, smokin'
    All these years I've kept it inside of me and now the time is right
    For me to tell my side of the story, no more hiding from my shadow
    What's wrong mom, why so quiet?
    WHat DId I do, DiD i Do?
    Mom I'm like a bomb stowed away patiently waiting to explode
    So here and now are relationship ends, no more
    It's my turn to implode

    Don't give up on me yet, for we've merely started




    Yesterday was your chance, today is the day for remembrance
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  5. 49th Prophet

    49th Prophet Dark Magic Inferno

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    Its been so long since I found time to post in the realm! I think the last time I posted any written stuff was back in the MADRAPPER days, tho I am sure only a handful here still remember that fool.

    There have been so many great poets I'm sure I'll forget some, but I definitely remember xero satsujin and the crazy 2 hour long cyphers we did, feme sole, misspimp, lpoet, allnakey, mind~soul, Dark_Angel, h.wood, mocha, MisterEThoughts was a pretty cool guy, varentao (sp?) had some nice pieces, and the guy that wrote "nice poem, I liked it" in every single response he ever made, lol, name is slipping my mind but he was cool too. Anyways these are the names off the top of my head, there are some that I know Im forgetting, I can remember dope writing but I just cant remember the names of who I am trying to think of atm.

    peace
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  6. 49th Prophet

    49th Prophet Dark Magic Inferno

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    "there are some that I know Im forgetting"

    6ftGround, EloquentPoet, Nebulaz, MISSKEY, FukkedUpKidR, ill poetical, RealMS, KingTony, *GeMiNeYeZ*, Brit Boi Gee, Wicked5744 are some more that came to me.
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  7. Dark_Angel

    Dark_Angel Dark_Angel

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    49Th! Where have u been? we havent chatted in ages. Im at uni now and working casual at a casino. been mega busy but you should email me sometime. Im gonna dig up some old peices we did and look over them again. We should have another one of our keystyles together. Ive been writting a bit lately and I wanna show you, ahah so show your face punk...(ahah) anyway def email me and we chat. But I got so many poems over the last 2 years that Id love to put up., Just gotta find the time to put them into the realm and re surface the master ahah. Those poems you got going here are great. NICE work all.
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  8. ~Eloquent

    ~Eloquent Narcissistic....

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    i guess i cant get a poem posted cuz ive been around since like last dec.
    my registration says feb 2003 but really ive been here nonstop since dec 2003...
    so ive never really been gone..
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  9. Xero Satsujin

    Xero Satsujin OnLy gOd kNoWs oR Goes

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    ^^^lol...I know you're dope man, lol...I'll go back and check somethin out...oh and 49th, get at me man, I changed emails and my new one is koukujin@aol.com...peace
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  10. AlmostFamous

    AlmostFamous U got a problem?

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    damn dawg...

    u dont even grace us with your presence anymore

    whats up yo you busy lately?!!

    its all gravy... peace
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  11. Xero Satsujin

    Xero Satsujin OnLy gOd kNoWs oR Goes

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    ^^^I be beyond busy, or just be plain out lazy, lol...I also stopped writing, but I'll get back into sometime perhaps...Anyway, I'm glad that you made notice, perhaps sometime in the near future I'll stop being so sour, eh?

    Anyway, get at me on AIM sometime at Xero Satsujin...peace
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  12. AlmostFamous

    AlmostFamous U got a problem?

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    stop the sourness Xero... we at this site just cant take it anymore.... haha

    nah just playin it aint that serious... ill check ya later
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  13. RealMS

    RealMS Ne te quaesiveris extra

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    knowing this isn't the most appropriate thread to say this, but man I miss 6ftground! And Capella. I know 6ft went into the military-it'd be nice to hear back from him and how he's doin. AS for Capella, who knows lol. I was just doing a search on some of my stuff and came across some of their replies so I did a search on their work, made me think of them.
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  14. Xero Satsujin

    Xero Satsujin OnLy gOd kNoWs oR Goes

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    you shoulda posted it...
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