You make the mistake of connecting my knowledge of what I call Yah (The Tao, The Won, The Totality, The Divine Eternal Unity of All Things) with the father figure delusion that you picked up from your Christian parents, which is clearly not real and caused you to jump to the other polar side which is complete disbelief (a belief) based on nothing more than the false beliefs of Christians who raised you. You are a Christian Atheist. You were a Christian first and your Atheism is the disbelief of Christian beliefs. You do not have any knowledge and you know it. I don't believe in creation because I don't believe there is a beginning or end. Forms may have beginnings and ends, but forms are just one aspect of existence. There are two. I don't have to prove their God. I don't believe in their God.