Blood paint the walls in my dreams Swear i hear the screams. dirty bands in my jeans get money by any means. I'll cut my throat before i go back broke Plottin' tellin' my side chick to roll that dope "Be quiet stay focus and hold that coke" Pass my coat, let's take a ride to never land She suck her teeth and tell me "what ever man" Even she know i'm clever when i'm full of my medicine Am i crazy? or just a victim, my society sick It ain't a secret that our privacy is public knowledge Shit!! i'm paranoid when i pump the gas Hopin' some fool with a mask don't slump my ass Ridin' dirty on the E-way listening to "riding dirty" by U.G.K I know the irony i even laughed cause the vibe was so cliche On the way to my cousin' house he was celebrating his B-day He had 3 strippers 2 were dancing the other one giving a BJ To my nigga CJ, we caught eyes she looking like she need love Such a hopeless stare i couldn't do shit but bow my head I look back up i saw skeletons every one was dead The ground breaks and the fire rise I' hear a voice that said dry your eyes Do you wanna live hopeless and hell bound? Hell no, life is short but death is forever (Sometimes i ask myself) Do i wanna shine for years and burn for an eternity? That decision all ways haunts me i think the devil wants me. then i woke up smoked a cigarette, true story.