No shadows, no doubts when your not looking for what life's about. Hold me to that if u will; I want to meet you halfway but im lonely and still.. what am i thinking?, im to young for it to be said and done, it feels bad to be good at things, waste talent and run. If you're lazy like me, i guess you will know and eventually see-- that reaping, means you have to sow, and if I wont live for the seed, where shall i go?. I need another chance, but im missing in parts and i want to snap at them for what they say, when I do I feel guilty, ashamed.. My grandfathers hands in war and mine, where the coal dust and sweat settled for bread bringing my values to life. Im alive because of you, jumping from planes with parachutes, while friends fell to earth beside you, came home a modist hero eighteen and married to.. I never remember you bitter, much patience about you, I smile at my mother with my neice giving her your wonderful attitude.