Crack Kills

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  1. misspimp

    misspimp a.k.a KATURAH

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    For years I heard the rumors...

    And automatically considered them lies...

    Ignored the tanning of the whites in your eyes...

    I understand now...you couldnt love me

    Because you were loving that high...

    The crack called your name...louder than my cries...

    I sigh...at the thought of you being an addict...

    And watch as your dreams are slowly shattered...

    Wondering to you...if any of it matters...

    The pieces of your life are scattered...

    & you dont even have the will to fix it....

    When you did it...

    You sniffed that coke....

    You smoked that crack...

    I know it's the truth...

    I can tell by how you act...

    You attack me because you're hurting....

    It kills me to see you searching...

    For something i know that you will never find...

    Lacing blunt after blunt....

    Trying to get the feel from that first time....

    Why hide...what we both already know??

    I only want to help...

    Everynite I pray that you let that life go...

    I know that you're grown...

    And only you can make that choice...

    Are you ignoring my words....

    Please don't continue to ignore my voice...
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  2. Swiss Miss

    Swiss Miss New Member

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    As always very nice girl...An important message was conveyedin this and think it is a must read on the forum.

    Lauren
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  3. misspimp

    misspimp a.k.a KATURAH

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    thanx for the love...its very appreciated

    mad love
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  4. the Guy with a Pen

    the Guy with a Pen a Svan Production

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    this was deep

    it expressed a sense of helplessness - as if you soo want to heal this person yet you can't.. and you're sick of seeing him do all that shit...

    goodluck.. and you're right.. only he can make that choice

    again.. a deep poem.. i liked
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  5. misspimp

    misspimp a.k.a KATURAH

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    thanx so much for da love....

    uppin^^^
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  6. SpitRhyma

    SpitRhyma New Member

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    I was startin' 2 get emotional :-D

    OMG...that was a tite poem cuz I know exactly what you're talking about. I've never been a crack addict but I've had some dependency on some other harder drugs myself and it's so scary when the commercials you see on TV start to *SORTA* make sense and seem reasonable...

    The problem with crack is the difference the high has after the 1st time like you mentioned. What's wierd is how people get a COMPLETELY diff. high after the 1st time yet they continue to chase the 1st high by doing more and more.

    When I did Crystal Methamphetamine the 1st time, I felt REALLY good...then after that I never felt ANYTHING. I never felt an onset, or a peak or anything like that...but when I start to crash I can tell based on my horrible mood and attitude change. All it did for me that I liked was make me lose appetite...besides that it made me depressed, angry (sometimes to the point of temporary insanity), and short tempered/impatient... Somehow...despite all the horrible feelings it did to me I continued to do it. I felt like I just REALLY wanted to for some odd reason...I theorized that I got addicted to freebasing ice (which is partially true if not fully) and I also sorta continued to do it after i broke the constant use because of the fact that it helped me lose weight cuz I never ate...but the thing is it's more than just that...I mean I smoke w/o even realizing wtf I'm doin'...I'll just be sittin in my room with the door clocked at my computer desk and keep takin hit after hit...instead of takin 3-4 hits like I had decided to (for a more 'medicinal' use since i didn't get high from it), I'd take like 10 hits and not even realize I'm doin a drug and I can't just keep doin it for no reason...

    It's sad but scary how my life started goin down the drain...my friends started to neglect me cuz they couldn't accept I was a tweaker... Finally I staid off for like 5-6 days cuz i couldn't contact my dealer n my hook-ups r all whack so i just decided 2 stay clean till I got ahold of him and my body went through HELL those days (improving a lot every day though...) until I was back 2 normal for the most part and had the drug out my system...that's when I got control over my "addiction" and decided that my drug experimenting shouldn't be as wild as I had planned and that I shouldn't do all the drugs I had planned on doin'...

    I started off with crystal just like everyone else...saying I'll only do it once in a while and next thing I know I'm doin it every day... It was UNBELIEVABLE how someone as strong willed as myself just lost control w/o feeling the loss of control like that...it REALLY does trick you...everyone...please take my word for it...DON'T DO CRYSTAL METHAMPHETAMINE!!! A LOTTA PEOPLE DON'T HANDLE IT GOOD AND RUIN THEIR LIVES LIKE ME...SOME SUICIDE, SOME GET LOCKED UP, I NEARLY WENT 2 THE MENTAL HOSPITAL...DON'T DO IT...U DON'T KNOW WHAT "CONTROLLED SUBSTANCE" MEANS IF U BLAZED UP A COUPLE TIMES...
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  7. SpitRhyma

    SpitRhyma New Member

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    Smoke Glass!!! Smoking Drugs Is Cool!!!
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  8. lpoet

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    this was nice...full of emotions...hope this isnt true...

    I understand now...you couldnt love me

    Because you were loving that high...

    real nice lines right there

    keep it up
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  9. misspimp

    misspimp a.k.a KATURAH

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    Damn i'm glad that it could reach u like that...and im glad that u can help get the message out to the other people...i wish that u could talk to some of my friends about it...thanx for the love
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  10. misspimp

    misspimp a.k.a KATURAH

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    Uppin one last time
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  11. iceheart

    iceheart The Frozen Poet

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    omg that was fuckin awesome - it was awe inspiring, jesu that was unbelievably good, i loved that, bring me more - what a rush!

    peace iceheart
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  12. Strike2

    Strike2 Man Meets Creator

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    very nice indeed...Ignored the tanning of the whites in your eyes...very catchy way of sayin it...I think most has been said about..a touchin piece indeed...I hope it ell work out in the best way possible..
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  13. mixedlove

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    nice thread
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  14. varentao

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    Simple yet had a depth of emotions that reached deep into me.

    It wasn't as gritty as i expected. But it doesn't have to be. It was more a lighter look at it. If there is such a thing as a 'lighter' way to look at it. You know, not getting right in there, instread, floating on top and exploring with your hand in the water you just swam in..

    ..resp...
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  15. Angelica

    Angelica Angelicious

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    It's very meaningful and thanks for double spacing. It's easier to read that way.
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  16. skandelous_lala

    skandelous_lala back from the dead

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    that was nicely written, filled with a lot of emotion
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  17. SpitRhyma

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    Thanks...I'm glad I could help and I'd be happy to help anyone understand why glass is a fucked up drug...

    People who smoke pot shouldn't ever do it thinkin "hey weed's a drug and its no big deal so i mite as well try glass"

    marijuana
    positive effects it has on me
    -appreciation of music
    -happiness/moodlift
    -creativity
    -change of preception
    -satisfaction
    -peacefullness and appreciation of the world around me
    -the list goes on...

    negative effects it has had on me
    -damage to lungs
    -dullness from heavy use
    -increased appetite

    glass
    positive effects it has had on me
    -decreased hunger
    -energy
    -sped up metabolism
    -short term motivation (on occasion)
    -enhanced logical thinking
    (this all translates to weightloss)

    negative effects it has had on me
    -anger
    -nervousness
    -hyperventilation
    -hyperthermia
    -excessive sweating
    -loss or circulation
    -shriveled up penis (sorry i had 2 say this one)
    -irritability
    -impatience
    -psychotic outbursts (nearly left me in the mental hospital)
    -confusion
    -uncontrolled thinking and talking
    -lack of satisfaction from life due to heavy use (from nerve damage)
    -no tolerance for loud music or sounds or bright lights
    -lack of creativity
    -desire to express self w/o being able to
    -malnutrition
    -sleeping disorder
    -eating disorder
    -unsteady weight (1 day i weight 180lbs, next day i weight 200lbs)
    -lack of motivation (long term)
    -suicidal tendencies
    -depression
    -loss of friends
    -bad hygene
    -no desire/motivation to get a shower, keep self clean etc.
    -not being able to sleep when desired
    -increased dependency on marijuana
    -messed up digestive, circulatory, cardiovascular systems (etc.)
    -bad friendship skills and destroyed relationships with parents
    -increased hostility
    -and the list goes on!!!!


    get the picture?

    The point is...it's JUST NOT WORTH IT!!!

    Using it once doesn't mean it's all under control! It can be irreversible and undescribable addiction may begin. You won't know why you desire the drug so badly but you just know you will and you will lie to yourself and bring excuses to use it anyway!
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  18. vinous

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    i felt this piece on a personal level, ive seen too many people get taken hostage by drugs, people very close to my heart, so im glad u writing bout this, pz.
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  19. SpitRhyma

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    Quitting Crystal Methamphetamines...

    Ok check this out...a couple weeks ago I did glass like almost every day for a week (just in tiny ammounts w/ some "friends") and then the next week i went cold turkey. The week was HORRIBLE; my blood sugar dropped; I smoked shitloads of weed and slept like 12 hours every night from like 2am to 2 after waking up several times n just going back to sleep from intense fatigue.

    Then I smoked a couple days again and once again I quit. After the 1st day or two (which ain't THAT bad) my friend told me his old hook-up for bud is pushing hash so we bought a gram for $25 and smoked up and I got stoned for real (for the 1st time in a LONG time). Since then I have bought more hash and haven't craved crystal much. I LOVE hash. It gives you an energized high and it's fun and trippy. I just get wild and excited when I get high and do something fun and get my adrenaline pumping if I want n that sorta feels like 2x better than glass trip anyways! I don't even get tired in the day time and I'm very sharp and alert compared to my withdrawal days and I love life more.

    I am always creative (crystal made me super UNcreative and UNmusical) and that helps being a song writer.

    EVERYONE, IF U LUV WEED THEN START SMOKING SOME HARD DRUG AND THEN WEED STOPS MAKIN U HIGH N JUST MAKES U TIRED...START SMOKIN HASH!!!

    YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

    HASH IS TIGHT BITCH!!!

    westside!
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  20. misspimp

    misspimp a.k.a KATURAH

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    Drugs are stupid...however thanx for da love everybody

    mad love
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