Audio comming as soon as I get some time in the booth this month and come up with a hook ... any suggestions? Im going to write another verse too Change Verse 1 Comming up, I had the world by the balls Plenty girls in my cars, the form of a star I had potential sent through a force of afar Ignoring my calling was dumb, the story of us all .. All the truth be told, I was a regular joe A regular job, family and I wasnt lettin em go With only a second to go I was left in the cold In the blink of an eye, I was settin alone My first baby momma changed, she got ignorant wit it Didnt mind her driving my ride in the river, I dont miss it Just wish my kids wouldnt have been in it when she did it She came back later wantin to work it out, but I said forget it And I meant it, because that stunt got my babies taken away After that, I was ready to head straight to my grave Instead I strayed on pills tryin to kill the pain in my brain When I shoulda be concentrating on staying the same ... Verse 2 The same change that was killing me was soon reversed Wearing the clothes of a loser, she came as said loose da shirt When she entered my world, soon I learned ... These deamons in me need kicked to the curb .. You live and you learn, or at least you thought you did Is this really happening? Not again ... God, what's this? Thought you fought off the deamons, who brought em in? What did I do wrong? What started this? Ball my fist Up and get angry ... Lord ur son is cursed, ain't he? I guess it was my past that stained me ... I thought if I walked a different path, fate would change me I still gotta lift my head up, so I lift it up strangly I can't see anything but the past, so no need to wonder When you see my feet hit the ground, I'm running for cover Thank god for my brother, he pulled me up when I was going under From being stabbed in the back by my own mother.