Broken Chains . . living to the fullest is hard when the bottle is empty and cracked and even though opposites attract, it came with fatal impacts.. filled with abomination, its the perfect life but filled with artifical creations a complete annihilation caused by a combination of lethal yet initial sedation.. swollen red eyes, choking in my own blood.. feeling this sore anxiety alone in my own zone, completly ignored cause i remiss for society.. left for dead, drowing in my private sorrows every goal a lost cause no tommorow, completly exhaust i could never defrost my own flaws.. cause i am falling down, trapped between these slippery walls, surrounded by dirt bound to continue in this rathole, grounded for life - no options to convert.. this is beyond absurd.. the perfection of imperfection runs simaltaneously with daily and night rejection constanly pushed in the wrong direction, never obidient to the right connection.. so still i am waiting for those signs, cold shivers down my spine a star that lost its shine, deprived of free will must have died along those lines.. of all this commotion resulted in this disorderly outburst nothing is in order, i have to try again & again throughout first.. and failing is not an option, but all of my options allready failed my plan's not detailed far from steady, i could not prevail.. so reality came in pure and uncooked, lightning crashes and the suffering had me booked i was hooked on lie's - fabricated truths.. every move was completly over looked.. still i went on, hollow inside my watery eyes yet my glare non observed and i failed to surpass, because my learnings where curved.. this feeling of being inferior inside i was dieying though somewhat slowly at nights i dropped down on my knees just to find out its everything but holy.. i was unprepared for contradictions, tied by brutal convictions trying to paint a perfect picture, but ended up with a futile depiction. . . . my destiny hung itself because the chain was broken words where inadequate everything was said` yet unspoken.. doesnt matter what you think..cause i am still a real person inside even though i do everything to hide that, just call it misplaced pride..