My life has had ups and downs, just as any other. I just try and live the best I can, being the only big brother. My family looks at me as still sees a soulja. I wonder what im doing, and if it will all work like its supposed ta. But I still tell them not to worry, im doing fine. except im not doing good, im running out of time. I only live once, so Ill do it the best I can. Until the next one dies and is born, as life still goes on, its all in gods plan.