All I've wanted to do the past few days is drink

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  1. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    I want to right now. I got semi-drunk last night but that only lasted an hour. Drank a bottle of red solo on Saturday while hanging with a friend and wasn't even buzzed.


    le sigh...am i an alcoholic? yes.

    Self control is my downfall. i have the potential to be an awesome lush; instead i'm just a decent binger.
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  2. DaAlmightyDolla

    DaAlmightyDolla Greatness

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    donate all your alcohol to charity
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  3. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    fuck that. my wine fridge is a goldmine. gonna pay for my funeral.

    have to keep buying cheap bottles cuz i can't justify opening a $100 bottle just to get drunk.
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  4. Thomas Huxley

    Thomas Huxley Well-Known Member

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    Jump around a bit, helps you feel drunk.

    Since the 16th of January I've near enough drunk a bottle of whiskey a night. Loved it.

    My grace period ends 4th march and today is my first sober night.
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  5. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    have a bottle of Jack Daniels staring me in the face every night...i envy your last month.

    being alone doesn't help. get bored and pass out.
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  6. JASON ANTHONY

    JASON ANTHONY White Devil

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    I was drunk all weekend in a strange city.

    I looked 60 when I got home.
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  7. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    obligatory receding hairline joke.
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  8. JASON ANTHONY

    JASON ANTHONY White Devil

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    I was wearing a hat.
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  9. The_K3

    The_K3 ^Secksi^

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    yea same but thats been the past many years

    i drank a 26 to my face last night
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  10. Thomas Huxley

    Thomas Huxley Well-Known Member

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    Circusmstance plays a huge part.

    Its not what or how much what you drink.

    Its the ceremony and repetition of drinking it.

    The moment you find yourself trying to recreate a good night where you got drink alone doing such and such, is a good time to quit.
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  11. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    that's why i said i pass out. i remember nights i would get drunk and play video games and/or watch movies and be happy. now though, i know my roommate will try to talk to me and i don't want to and then it's the same video game and the same movies and...blah.
    i pass out rather than talk to anyone.

    just don't see a reason to drink during the weekdays.
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  12. Thomas Huxley

    Thomas Huxley Well-Known Member

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    Passing out isnt quitting.

    I envy people that do eventually 'pass out'

    I dont drink socially anymore because everyone will be done by 11pm where as ill just be getting started. That means ill usually go look for people still up and usually the only people who are, are peaked. Which means ill get peaked. Etc
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  13. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    passing out without drinking i mean. i just get depressed that nobody is any fun so i sleep rather than drink.

    when i drink i'm the same way. i'm up until i'm forced to go home. sucks cuz my friend always wants me to drink with him but when i do he talks about how awake he is and 10 minutes later he's passed out snoring and i'm left to figure out how to get home.

    everyone is sloppy at the bars by midnight, by 2am everyone's gone. i'm getting started/amped up about 145-2. my peak drunk hours are 4-5am.
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  14. Geedorah

    Geedorah King

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    Thats early,people should start drinking at midnight till like 6 am,not from 6 pm till 11.
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  15. Thomas Huxley

    Thomas Huxley Well-Known Member

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    Literally what happens with my friend. To a t.
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  16. zyclon B gas

    zyclon B gas sososerious

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    different sides of the ocean, same problems.
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  17. AliceHouse

    AliceHouse The House Always Wins

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    I understand. I lost everything once. My home, my family, my friends.

    I still had my job though and found a shitty cheap place to live. So I'd go to work, go home, drink, sleep. Rinse and repeat. It's a vicious cycle and it's hard to get out of. Some of my best friends had been drunken alcoholic homeless bums. Sure, they were good guys. Taught me everything about weed, living on the streets, and they always had a few good stories. But at the end of the night, they sleep their drunk ass off under a bridge or in the woods. One lost his wife to the elements, the other stroked out and died.

    You don't wanna live like that, I don't wanna live like that. I sobered up because I eventually lost my job. Long story short, I lucked the fuck out, but only kind of sort of. Not all of us have the benifets of coming from a... certain background. But while I'm getting a job soon, and I have a roof over my head, it comes at the price of having to stay sober and drug free.

    It's not easy. I still have dreams of drinking every now and then. But I'll tell you the secret.

    Fuck what you've heard from support groups or twelve step programs. They have a five percent success rate. You know what else has a five percent success rate? People quitting on their own.

    It's all you, homie. Good luck.
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  18. KOzS

    KOzS .Juster

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    For the love of God, don't do it.

    Noooooo holy shit nooooo
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