Around the age you are today,
I was told that you where on your way,
A boy faced with guiding a life the right way,
Like I had experienced a thing...
Through my eyes,
I see the disconnection,
And its eating at my soul,
Lack of willful control,
And the frustration taking its toll,
I pray for...
I don't see what they believe,
When I look in her eyes,
That glisten that nurtured I,
That strength I can't find,
Her words and orientation of...
She built me with her own flesh and soul.
Made me strong with her own morals and bones.
Pushed a boy to be a man when all I wanted to do was take...
I find my self in a transition.
Listening to the whispers of the winds
During brief breaks from a 12 hour shift
I find my self at a...
I wanted to walk away,
squander my so called gifts,
Like my talent didn't exist,
Felt like I was speaking just to be speaking,
I love you more when gone,
A unhealthy dependence,
With unnatural tendencies,
I blame it all on the memories,
Sweeter in retrospect then...
See I’m not a soldier of fortune,
I’m a survivor of circumstance,
So while most refer to life as a bitch,
I prefer to view her as a women that’s...
I’m having a hard time rapping my mind around forever
Its starts with till death do us part,
And ends in a trivial wind of bull shit and then,
The shade of my skin tells them,
I think I’m better,
My lighter eyes reflect my arrogant side,
And Lord forgive me if I’m well groomed,
These days I write things half way
To scared of the conclusions,
So I live my life in an illusion,
Pondering my choices,
As they relate to my...
Thou I’m the muscle that makes,
Our house stand on its own,
You are the heart,
Better yet the soul,
The veins that help everything flow,
On a summers evening,
She speaks to me of seasons,
Of her reasoning for people leaving,
Of those people that reminded her of springs or falls
I hate my self for being this strong,
I hate my self for being so silent and letting it all go on,
I’m so tired of being their back bone,
In my hand rest the sun,
So when I close my palm
Thru my veins runs water,
Slice me and discover streams of,
Mystic springs life...
Its back to court for me,
Back to courts of family plea,
Where the government can define,
The bottom line it will take for my baby...
See my mama aint raise me crazy,
It was this world,
It made me lazy,
It made me hate me,
Now before yall turn away,
Say here we go again,
You can give the love of your life
But you can’t force them to see the beauty,
In the skies and the sea,
Not in the effort to make it...
The streets keep calling,
And for that chant, that soul clap
I forsake my family and Lord,
Taking up fire arms and street laws
Leave warm homes...
Bare witness to signs,
Heed the truth,
As his hands raise,
She finds her self chocked,
But he told her he would never hit her,
So his hands...
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